ponco13

sorry guys about the last depressing post and stuff :s.Im actuly really happy now i like being by myself and i think love is disgusting and pointless but if your in love go you and stuff but it is the thing i dont want anything to do with there now i have said it.Anyhoe atm im really loving the peeps on my rp acount (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100003359552235 add me if you like).Lately i just want to get drunk and stuff which isn't the best of times considering i have sooooooo many exams ([-]).so atm im so obessed by steampunk i think its beautiful, unique and amazing.i think my style of drawing :s(well i dunno what) is getting sl

at the momment im in a rut there's nothing making me go woooow (ussaly get like this every 6months -1 year i get to bored with life :s).everything is blending togaver not even ponies r helping me.anime has always been a escape 4 me over the years as a deepressed young teen (12-13 14 and a 1/2) but as a got a social life it hasn't had the dame effect cause im (well was) enjoying my little porthic life.music isnt as amazing when i first discoved songs i truly loved (and didnt have 2 suffer main stream shit).my sexuality awakening is well gone and not exciting when i find a girl i like and im like i can say i have a crush on her (but i wouldnt t